The heart was slowly being torn into pieces but I have to brave it in order for me not to get hurt later and hurt some more people. I never want to be entangled in a complicated relationship again.
I am just tired that I am being handed the same cards over and over again – some complicated relationships when I only want a harmonious and happy one. The friend reminded me though that I may be in this same hole again and again because I never learn. I make the same decisions when faced with the same shit. The only thing constant in this is I always end being hurt.
And so I choose me today. And right now I don’t give a damn if i’ll not be in a relationship again. Me and myself is enough for now.