Especially that I came from a failed relationship, I tend to veer into the fear of going through the motion again.
And always, there’s a 50-50 chance of making it to forever or to forever heartbreak.
It is damn hard to find a man who values committed relationships and has high regard to family and God. Adding honesty and trust (and sense of humor and good conversationalist etc depending on your non-negotiables) to these, there may only be one in a hundred or worst in a thousand. Either these men doesn’t exist or already taken by lucky ladies.
But my dear friend told me not to lose hope. And not to give up on love.
Well, I am a person with positive attitude, seeing the glass always half full. And with the new scar that will remind me of the past relationship, I know I will try again.
I will conquer the fear that comes with loving. Because Love will conquer Fear.
And no one loses in loving.