“i never push myself into something i am not entitled to. i know how to wait despite my low patience quotient.”
i uttered this words upon waking up today because there were tears on my eyes. fat tears streaming down. tsk..tsk..tsk.. i dreamt that my boss was questioning me for attending a meeting i am not supposed to. she was insisting that i shouldn’t have represented the department in that meeting. she was repeating this over and over again. with that i woke up.
i told this to my boss when i saw her. she was laughing hard and told me that maybe i love her too much that i even think about her in dreams. hhmmm. well, i am fairly close to my boss (but still manages to separate her being my superior). we get along in topics concerning health, yoga (even this is just a theory for me), being happily single, artists and sometimes lovelife/relationships. she then added that most dreams mean the opposite. well, this i hope. it is much better that we laugh until we cry than she making me cry.
i haven’t thought about this until now. i am still trying to decipher what this means. maybe i’ll google. then i’ll just do a postcript.